ubby,
i never had the chance to fall out of love with you. you were my forever and i was your always. why did you sleep with her? why did you kiss her? what did i ever do to you? and you hate me, and i’m so sorry. i don’t know what the hell i did wrong. i miss you angel baby. i am hurting. i hate myself for wanting you back and having dreams of you nightly.
time and time again i’ll catch myself i praying that this is a dream; that you never really cheated on me. if you could take it back... would you? or are you happier with her? if you ever see this, know that i hope you’re happy. you will always hold a special place in my heart, even if we aren’t lovers anymore.