how was it so easy for u to pretend? i dont get it. u said u wanted me, u acted like u did. but while we were talking u hit up my sister as if i wouldnt find out. and then when we stopped talking u directly asked me before u did it. how? how was it so easy for u.. to pretend, to hit up my sister with no shame, to say u could have had my whole friend group. i grew insecurities bc of u. u put me in such a mentally damaging place. it hurt. and it still does. it feels like i will never get over u. like i will never be able to forget u. i want to.. i want to so bad. i would relieved, especially mentally. but why? why do u always make an entrance into my life again? why cant u just let me forget u? pls its so draining. pls just leave me alone. sometimes i think ab the times we had, the good ones. and i start falling back in love until i remember what u did. with no shame, no hesitation. fuck u. u dont deserve me. u dont deserve anyone. u do the same shit to every girl. fuck u.