it feels as though the world i built around you has now collapsed, why do i feel this way? why did you mean so much to me? i read through our old messages and i see where we fell apart when my messages were starting to get longer than yours, when you'd no longer come to me and forget about me and thats okay. we all move on and let go, and sometimes i cry myself to sleep as i read through our messages praying you'll message me and we can talk it out or stop being friends because this is making me so exhausted wondering if i did something wrong.