Unsent Messages

Remember how we met? ya it’s embarrassing ngl, but we became good friends lol then my dumbass caught feelings than i confessed and it left u on a weird position then we stopped. lol idk why but i came back too u biggest mistake of my life and i started to catch feelings again then idk why but i got jealous and we stopped for a while and i asked u some questions so it wasn’t awkward yet u couldn’t hold a conversation like u used too. what did i do wrong? was it the fact that the night i asked u that question u changed or should i say we changed. before that we made a promise to never forget abt each other i lied i didn’t forget abt u but u did now we hate each other idk why u hate me but u do, i have no reason to hate u right? now idk if i should keep the promise or is there even a promise? it’s cause of u i hate when ppl call me luv i hate that name did u even catch feelings for me like i did or was i just a pawn? or did u just use me for entertainment? i wouldn’t know nor do I care so that’s that. anyway who ever is reading don’t plan shit w someone cause they aren’t gonna keep it.