Unsent Messages

You know when they say right person wrong timing that is so true you were the best thing that happened to me in quarantine you made an impact on my life you teahced me to love to trust i really loved you like you loved me I had issues that I couldn't deal with and that did damage our relationship I didn't let you in and that was my biggest mistake maybe I wanted to deal with it on my own to prove that I could do it but I didn't realise that I was pushing you away even tho I did you never left me you were always patient with me your sweet words made me really happy but everything took a fall we drifted away we didn't speak which killed me I cried every night thinking about our conversation how you would make me laugh then we decided to give it a chance again it was okay at first but like I said I had a rough life I was dealing with a lot importantly I was dealing with my sexuality... I knew that you wouldn't accept me as bi I wish you would but that wasn't the reason I failed my second chance I fell out of love because I realised that I liked girls more than I liked boys anyway what I wanna say it that I will never have the courage to tell you this in person or text but yes I'm bi and I did love you but I don't anymore I still care thank you for the amazing time memories you made me have I really appreciate it and I'm really sorry for lying and letting you down I hope you find the right person for you and I hope the best in life the reason I chose the color red is because whenever I would talk with you my cheeks would turn red take care ?