Im not sure if I ever loved you, but apart of me thinks I did. I often wonder how life would have been different if I'd gone to that party, would you have not talken to her and spent time with me, would I have been your first kiss and not her ? I miss our talks about life and all our laughs, it pains me to see you walk around the halls but I hope your doing better because I know some of your darkest secrets and I just wish the best for you in the future.