Hey grandad :) Its been 10 years. Im in my final year at university - I made it. I never got to thank you for being my best friend growing up, a soul father figure and the first man I genuinely ever loved. I wish you could tell me that song you taught me to jive too, I can't find it anywhere. I would give anything for one last ride in the noddy van singing jerry lee lewis. I miss you so much, so does mum. Its true when they say the best really go first. im sorry if your watching nan do what she's doing. I hope you're at peace. see you soon. I love you