Unsent Messages

sometimes i wish that maybe i should have stopped myself from questions why you were off. maybe i shouldnt have sent that long ass paragrah, after all thats what ended things, sometimes i blame it on myself. you were getting yourself into a relationship and you didnt know how i was so, i was so sad. I wanted to be better for you, i was getting better. towards the end i could tell you were loosing intrest, "im just tired." "i havent talked to anyone today." "theres not much to talk about other than how our days went.". It was all true, but to you it was an excuse, because you were too afraid to speak up, talk it out, try harder. i atleast thought that you would tell me, i was your girlfriend. im not sure who else i would love, you were my person, someone i could joke around with. i feel like any other boy is too sensitive for that shit. i didnt know what i had til it was gone. im sorry you couldnt work it out and realise that i am worth your time.