The way I try to convince myself I’m over you and that it was just a stupid middle school crush but I always find myself daydreaming about things I wish I could be doing with you but idk our personalities just don’t match and it’s so frustrating and I hate myself for being so extroverted in comparison to you but I guess I’m grateful for the occasional late night calls however they always end so abruptly and I hate the way I converse w you it’s infuriating i wish I could appeal to you more it’s so embarrassing.