Unsent Messages

This site says its for your first love and that is what you are to me. I may have been with other people, but it wasn't till I was with you that I realized that it wasn't love with them. You treated me perfect and even though you ended things I would jump back in a heartbeat because I miss you in every way that does and doesn't matter. I wrote this the night you left because im sure you will never see this so it will be less clingy and sad when the time does or doesn't come. You mean the galaxy to me and I wouldn't trade you for the world. I will think about you endlessly these coming months and maybe even years to come because I know thats all I have ever done was think about you. Your stupid silly jokes that I can't live without, slightly annoying things I've grown to love, I even love how you tell me no because I've never known boundaries and it has made me such a good man. You seen the opposite in what I seen in myself, and you made sure to remind me everyday of how you feel, and that was truly special. I was and am so happy with you I always got butterflies whenever I would tell my mother about you or when I showed her those pictures of you. You are the most amazing woman alyssa and I wish I could convey that better than a stupid wimpy message on a site youll never see. I'll talk to you later, when my name, face, heritage, and life are different