i loved u so much, i loved u. why did u leave? why did u cheat? did i do something wrong? so many questions for u. waiting for u to text me again and hoping we can figure this out, u left with no explanation. nothing at all, u just blocked me, u were the only thing keeping me alive, and u knew that, u made me feel good when u would kiss my scars and tell me they were beautiful. sorry i’m not her. sorry erik i’ll be better. i miss u, i miss u so much. i love u still but u don’t, it’s been hard without u, i started self harm again, i still read back our texts and cry, i still look at our photos and wonder why u did this. i’m sorry erik