Unsent Messages

Yeah I wanted to stop and figure out how to say hi but I didn’t. And not that it matters anyway but I’m not hanging out with anyone like we used to or even talking like that. Tbh I don’t want to haha. That’s also added to the list of reasons I cried today. I got it into my head that you were talking to and hanging out with someone new and if you are... I’m happy for you. You deserve it. There’s so many things that I wish I could talk to you about: to name a few: having a seizure, my parents, possibly getting concussed, delivery experiences. Also this is so I don’t do it and make it worse because now you’ll know but I’ve wanted so badly to “mistakenly” google duo you and say it was meant for someone else just to hear your voice and see your face. See if you’d even answer haha but I know, bad idea