Unsent Messages

Hi it’s me ,
I have always loved you but I think u know that.
I remember the first time I said it to you and you didn’t say it back,
It hurted so I didn’t said it again.
Until that day you suprised me with saying it to me for the first time,
I remember that I felt my heart beating in my chest.
Even though I never really met you in real life and even though u live almost next to me our phone calls and messages always put a smile on my face.
We never really were together and it’s sad that I always stayed my your side even though u left me most times to call with other girls.
It’s just that I can’t be with you but also not without you and when I try it’s always you who pulls me back into the same circle.
It’s toxic but also can’t I imagine a live without you.
But soon I wil let you go for real cause that wil be better for us .
And if we are meant to be we will meet again.


Love from me :)