From: ABC
To: dylan
Date: January 3, 2021, 7:32 am
I didn't say it before because I didn't know if you wanted me to again so I haven't in awhile. I am sorry. I am also going to say why this time too. I am sorry that I lied to you throughout everything and that I made your trust issues worse. The lying made me very suspicious and I understand now. I am sorry that I was texting him and I didn't tell you. I am sorry that you found out by taking care of me. I am sorry that I hung out with him. All we did was talk. I am sorry that your mom got brought into all of this and I am sorry that I didn't try harder to stop that. I am sorry that I didn't realize what I had when I had it. You were pretty much everything that I wanted and I wish that we could have just taken a small break. I am sorry that I didn't show you how much love and appreciation I had for you. Still have actually. I am sorry that I don't know how to be loved. I wish that I could have just one more chance to do it right and grow with you as people. I am sorry that I hurt you so much. I had a dream last night about you and there are so many memories that I miss so much. I miss you tho the most. I am sorry Dylan. I am so so sorry.