From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: December 18, 2020, 1:21 am
i know now the reason why we aren’t together anymore, i didn’t trust you. you didn’t give me any reasons not to and that’s how my own mind ruined what we had, constantly needing reassurance from you. i miss everything about you and us. everything i do reminds me of you in some way. i miss belting out songs on facetime and making wishes on 11:11, blowing out our candles together and brushing our teeth together, i didn’t know i could love someone so much that i only knew over facetime. tomorrow was meant to be the day we met. we were both so excited and now you want nothing to do with me. i didn’t get closure and that’s what i need. i haven’t been as happy as i was while i was texting you and i don’t think anyone will be the same. everyone says how bad of a person you are but they don’t know u like i do. i miss you so much