I will never admit it, but I will always love you. Our relationship was toxic, and my love for you consumed me because you didn't feel the same. I'm so tired, Sometimes I wish I could just go back to the day we met, when you loved me so much it felt like a dream. I feel like shit because I hate that a part of me still loves you after all the pain you put me through, the loneliness I felt and the sht you did.