I love you with my whole heart. you are one go my best friends. but it is so damn hard to be with you all the time. I am no wear near as pretty and constantly being compared to how pretty you are is so damaging. I could say that I am the second choice but even that's not true. when we are together and you catch guys eyes I fade into the background. you ares so insecure but when you point them out my own insecurities expand. like if you hate that about yourself what does that make. Im sorry if getting compared to famous celebrities is getting annoying. I will always listen to you complain about yourself. but I truly don't think you understand how hard it is for me. its gotten to the point to wear there is not one single thing about myself that I like. not one damn thing. my body is bigger. my face is not as even. my hair is frizzy and unruly. my nose and proportions are horrendous. and I never truly noticed until you pointed them out on yourself. but we are all entitled to our insecurities. and I know its not your fault but its just so damn hard sometimes.