why couldn’t you have loved me the way i loved you. i miss you so damn much and everyday i have to deal with the fact that your no longer in my life. you didn’t even give me a reason. a text. a goodbye. anything. i would have preferred you to completely shatter my heart than what you did to me. and what still fucking sucks is i’m still in love with you. i started looking at other people to see if i could loose these feelings and it worked. kinda. as soon as they broke up with me i went back to this mess of emotions for you and i hate it. and i hate you. why did u leave me.
