i know that ive hurt so over and over again and that apologising wont fix it and youre right. thats why you gotta let me go. you have to let me let you go. you have to let go of everything please. you blaming me for hurting you over and over makes me hate myself. and it hurts you too, so there is no point of fighting for each other anymore. ive come to realise that maybe it is better if we let each other go. these are words that i cant say to you because itll ruin you and our friends. ive been working on myself and you are the only one making me exhausted. not the treadmill but you. there is no point to apologizing because no matter what i say it wont fix anything. making me apologies is making me more exhausted than you think. i want the best for you and the best isnt me. im sorry. i know that i would never say these words to you. i wanna say goodbye but itll ruin you and itll ruin people around us. so goodbye for now.