Fuck i love you. I love you so much. I'm so sorry all of this is happening. I love you, but i also love him. He's so pure and healthy and i know that he'll never hurt me, but i still want you. I have no idea what to do. I love him and can see a future with him, but with you i see a completely different relationship. I've never had someone try this hard to win me back. It feels so selfish of me. The fact that you don't know about him makes all of this so much worse. I have no idea what to do.