I never thought you'd see these. I don't know why I need to tell you how bad I miss you. I don't need you anymore, though. There's no more void. The shrooms helped me realize that. Either that, or I've grown apathetic. Who cares, I don't need you anymore and that's the moral of the story. I think you deserve good things. I want to know how your life is going. Always. I just don't need *you* anymore. I don't need you actively in my life. How fucking neat is that? I love that. I still love you, but not in a soulmate way. You're not my soulmate. I found him and he's perfect and I'm afraid I won't be enough for him. I think you and her are good, though. She's gorgeous. Did you settle for me, then? Because I'm no where near her caliber. I did see you in a single shirt, though!! Very proud of you for that. Seriously. I'm glad you feel that comfortable with her. I'm a bit jealous of that, but then again, I never took showers with you, but I'm here, wrapped in a towel, as the love of my life brushes his hair. Isn't that so funny? God. Anyway. I love you, my friend. I hope you stay well. I hope she makes you so happy. I hope you fall in love and I get to see you again sometime. Maybe one last hug? I always fit so well in the crook of your shoulder. Goodnight.