Our friendship was unconventional, I know, but looking back do you not think we were falling for each other without realising it? It would’ve never worked between us and nor were either us wanting a relationship but our emotions got the better of us. I loved and cared for you like nobody else...
Honestly, sometimes I miss you, other times i hate your guts. But the reality is I haven’t had a real intellectual conversation since we went our separate ways and that’s what I miss about us. It wasn’t superficial or fake. You were one of the best friends I could’ve asked for and everyday I wish I could back and change what happened between us or that you’ll message me out of the blue.
But until then, I wish you well and hope you find happiness and success in your life.