You were like another dad to me. I'm sorry I didn't come to visit you that one weekend. I wish I did. I wish we went golfing like you had planned for that weekend. I wish we went golfing and kyaking like you wanted because all your kids have grown up and I felt like your daughter. You treated me like I was your daughter and you understood that I couldn't have a relationship with my real one. I'm so thankful for that and I wish I could tell you that. Love you Steve.