what pains me the most is that I know I won't be able to go back. It's not the same and that's because I'm hurt and you fucked her. what about your mum, I loved her too. I still love you Luke and I always thought it would've been you. I wanted to give you the world and everything in it but I couldn't and I'm sorry for never being enough for you and maybe that's why you chose her. I still think about your eyes they were green and had yellow bits in the middle and I haven't seen you in long and can still remember that, that's why this post is this colour. I changed so much for you and I tried so hard but I already know I won't be able to go back to you however hard I want to. I love you I really fucking do