i hope you get out of the loving/toxic hell hole you call a home. Why would your mom put stress on you and make you grow up even though you're a child. I'm truly sorry for you and hope you run away with your bestie and cat at 18. I hate that she thinks its fine for you to be a "big sister" to your siblings. why can't their shitty dad do something. the only thing he is good for is money. I wish you the best and when you reply to this years later i hope you're doing better. ;)