Unsent Messages

i really loved you, and ik its stupid because im young but I did. you on the other hand?you were bored and didn't have anything better to do so you messed with my feelings until you found someone better, made up an excuse, and left. but why? why? I was always there for you. always. through the fights with your dad, your brother being a dick, toxic girls, injuries, depression, anxiety, ed, everything and you still left me for a girl who has many hoes. little do you know, that I dropped so many guys for you and im still rejecting so many amazing guys because im caught up on you even though you're over me. why am I doing this you may ask? well idk either tbh. not like you're ever gonna see this. not like you're ever gonna apologize. not like you're ever gonna come back. not like things are ever gonna be the same. but I wish. so as I sit here at 3am crying over you once again and questioning everything, I hope you know that I will always love and care for you no matter what.