you had to take care of yourself first i get it but mom left and then it felt like you did too. you had a sister and brother, and a mom and dad. i had our dad and i had to be there for him so i lost myself bc i grew up too quick and pushed my feelings aside. i was only in the third grade, my mom just left, and so did my sister. i needed you. i know it’s not your fault but i just wish you were there.