i know it fucking hurts so bad i’m sorry i would change it for you but you know i can’t change how stupid other people are. ik you really liked him a few months ago and now you’ve gotten what you wanted he adores you and you can only see how this will go wrong my advice is to uh just try to remember how you used to feel and don’t look at the notes app thing you wrote that you were sobbing while writing lol. i’ve known you since before the world was big and i’ll be here forever