I'll never forgive you. I dont care if I have to hold that grudge forever, but for the life of me I can never let it go. You left, but first you destroyed me and my friends, then made me feel invalid for my emotions and actions, and when you were mad it was my fault. I almost lost everything, and still today I am scared of losing the people around me. I am scared that my friends are going to leave me one day without an explanation, because thats what you did. And I wish I could stop letting you have that control over me. I hope you earn your lesson.