We have been getting closer, even though I told myself to stop getting attached to anyone, but you just can’t stay away from me, can you? It’s fine. I like u talking to me, it makes me feel not alone. When we laugh I try really hard not to enjoy that laughter to much Bc if I do I will fall in love with you, so that’s why I’m ignoring u. I’m sorry but I can’t loose anymore friends. I know it’s selfish but you should see that I’ve been abandoned a lot, and I mean a lot of ppl. Sometimes I wondered if I was the problem. But when I talk to you or even text all of that doesn’t matter. I don’t know how I see you as, a friend? A lover? Or maybe just a stranger. I don’t know. But don’t stop talking to me. deal?
