I still love you, I pushed u out my life and it didn't faze u a bit it seems like, im the one going thru the pain. idk if I've ever loved anyone so im not even sure if I truly loved you, but when u told me you loved me, and you said you meant it I felt like nothing could stop that, and from what I think back on nothing did, it was just never there, I dont think u ever rlly loved me. and thats ok, it hurts, but its ok, I'll get over, I am over it. but I miss the way u talked to me, even if it was all fake, it was my guilty fantasy then.
