Nothing changed how I feel. I know that I’m out of chances and I’m so sorry. I wish I could fix it all and start over but I know you can’t. I hope that you’re still in my life after everything. I’m so sorry for what I’ve done, you deserve so much more. I want you to be happy and I think I cause issues. I wish I could have been better for you. I’m still struggling with the fact that it’s over, but I’m trying to focus on being better. It’s hard going through life without you. I’m sorry to your friends and to your parents and to you.