idk if i loved you but i know i didn't hate you. you called me socially awkward and made fun of my family situation. you told me i was ugly and told me i was fat. you told me i dressed like a homeless man and said i was unattractive. but at the end of the day, i checked up on you. i checked up on you when you seemed off, when you were quiet and down. i tried, i really did. i tried to help you and make you feel again. you played with me.