Unsent Messages

I don't want you to take it the wrong way so I'll say it like this. I like the chase and as horrible as it sounds it has almost nothing to do with you as a person except that you no longer want me and that's why I still want you. You stopped caring which made me care even more. I wish you cared, but at the same time it might make me uninterested. I want to give it another try but the thing is I am too scared to ask you or say anything. I have to see you at school tomorrow and I know that we are going to ignore each other. I wish you would tell me that you wanted me back, but you seemed to think that it was no big deal at all when we ended things. You were my first date, did you know that? It's crazy that it has already been almost four weeks since we have really spoken. I wish you knew how hard it is for me to express my feelings to boys or even people in general before you assumed that I didn't even like you back that much. I liked you so much and saw so much potential. I miss you and I want things to happen again, I just don't know how to tell you. Has it been long enough to start talking again? Do you even want to start things again? Would you ever go farther than we did before? I am hoping all of those are a yes. If they are I hope we can go back to how it was.