i know you’re struggling right now. with everything that’s going on. it just all got to much for you and i know you more than you know your self. every time it gets too much for you, you start to shut down. it happened before and it’s happening again. that’s why you couldn’t eat today. i hope you’ve tried to eat again my love. i know you don’t like to talk about it but i can just tell when things are at it’s worst. naomi you were at your best not that long ago! so you’re not far from it again. just keep trying for me please.