hi I know your probably sleeping right now but I just wanna say I miss you, I miss you so much I cant explain, and ur all I've been thinking about recently and not just at 2am when I'm alone in my bed but when I'm blasting out music in the car with my sister or hanging out with friends and I think I finally figured out why it's because I love you, I love you so much I cant even explain but it's hard because we dont even talk any more and I wanna be there for you and I wanna be the one at all ur horseback riding events and the one at all your gymnastics meets so I just wanna say I love you