Unsent Messages

I still miss the way I would light up when I walked into second period and saw you sitting next to Dre. I miss the way you'd call me baby when I was getting tired and falling asleep. I miss when we would fall asleep on ft, you'd gently wake me up and tell me that you had to go to football practice. I miss the way you'd tell me how much you loved me and wanted to see me. What I don't miss, is the way you slowly lost interest in me and made me force you to tell me. I want you to come back and tell me how much you genuinely want me. I'd do anything to feel the same way I felt when you first called me. I miss the way you would tell me how pretty I looked and how much you loved to see me in your hoodie. and when I wore it, how you loved the way it smelt like me. I miss you using my lingo and when I would jokingly tell you to stop using my lingo, your response would always be "i think you mean OUR lingo". I miss our lingo.