Im sorry that you felt that you needed to ghost me. Im learning to let you go and move on but its hard. Really hard. You were the love of my life it felt like. It felt like you actually loved me. Maybe just for a second. I miss you. I really do and im trying to forget you, but its hard. Super hard. But in the end i cant blame myself for you not wanting me bc i know i tried. Im not mad that you didnt want me, im not that you played along like you did this whole time. Playing with my feelings. I wish you could see how happy i was. Its like whenever i talk to you or hear your voice, i smile. I laugh. I feel so happy. So happy. Ily. Always will.