Unsent Messages

So in all honesty I don't really know you at all and you probably don't know who I am, but you caught my interest. It's kind of funny how I found out about you. My friend has a class with you and she found you cute so she told me about you and I looked you up in the yearbook and I did find you cute because you're exactly my type, but I didn't think too much about you until I saw you at church. It was kind of crazy cuz I had never seen you there till my friend told you about me. At first I didn't know if it were the same guy, but then I found out you were. Then one night at an event you sat by me and you're cologne smelled really good(hopefully this doesn't sound creepy). Then I realized I liked you which was interesting to me cuz recently every boy has bored me, but with you I caught feelings really fast and didn't lose them after just a week. So I texted you which was probably a bad decision cuz you probably think I'm weird now and you stopped responding and now I feel like if I ever do see u again I can't talk to you. But the last 2 times I went to church you weren't there and idk if you switched services or what, but I'll lowkey be disappointed if you did cuz then I won't be able to see you, but I'll get over it and maybe it's for the better if I lose feelings for you cuz you were just kind of like a fantasy and I knew nothing would ever happen, but it gave me a sense of normancy to have feelings for someone again, but normal is boring so it doesn't really matter anymore. Ik you'll probably never see this, but i just wanted to get this off my chest and if you ever did see this I would be very embarassed. One last thing you have very beautiful blue eyes and that's kind of what caught my interest cuz blue eyes are great