it's 9:37pm on a tuesday night. i'm thinking about you. about how you are undoubtedly one of my soulmates, though not necessarily romantic--however, that could also be the case, if the feeling is mutual. i'm very glad to have you in my life. we share many interests and i feel so drawn to you. i'm not sure if you'll see this--i'm not sure if i want you to. i doubt it's obvious that this is me, but maybe it's easy for you to tell. i'll never tell you myself.
remember i love you and you are worth everything. if it's hard for you to wake up, that's okay. if you don't feel like doing anything, that's okay too. i feel the same and nobody notices, really. do what you need to do for yourself. you are valid no matter how you feel.