Unsent Messages

u were the first person who was ever actually there for me. all the late night talks meant so much to me and i don’t think u understand that. but something happened, idk if it was me or u but something happened. nothing is the same anymore and i don’t think it ever will be. ofc you’ll never see this but u meant the world to me and i always envisioned u to be someone u weren’t. u aren't a good person at heart. u try to be but u are just so manipulative and self centered. i know you’re a bad person but u will always be somewhere in my heart. as u said “if this is over, u will always have a place in my heart.” but i really doubt that. still i’m in love with u? why? i don’t ever wanna love someone like u but when i think of u i think of all the times u said u cared. but u didn’t. u only care about yourself. u will always only care about yourself, logan.