i know we're not meant to last forever and i've known that from the beginning, but recently i've been scared of losing you. and at first the feeling was good, because i had never felt this much love and care for someone but then i realized what if the day i lose you is tomorrow or the next day. and i've been so blinded by the fear that i forgot how much maybe you do actually care. i've never loved someone as much as you, i've never shown someone so much love to another person. that why i'm so scared. i love you more than i've loved anyone outside of family. you're my favorite person and one of the only people i have. please don't leave.
