god i hope no one ever sees this but i don’t think i’ll ever love someone the way i love you and that terrifies me. theres been so many times that i’ve looked for you in people passing by on the street and prayed that you or...someone like you would come find me. i feel like for the rest of my life i’ll never be able to let go of the idea of finding you, that you’re out there somewhere. but please wait for me, and i promise one day we’ll go to the space station