im so sorry that im not good enough for you. I'm so sorry i made you worry, you should be with him not with me i know I'm toxic and it kills me to think about you feeling the pain that i do. i cut everyone out for you, i travelled to you when you couldn't come to me, i was there when your mam was shouting at you, i listen to our song "this is home" on repeat everyday but knowing that he's better than me in every way hurts so bad i feel worthless whenever i talk no one seems to care, no one listens to me anymore I'm so sorry I'm not the person you deserve. i hope u know how much i love you