i love you. i see you everywhere and in everything. i'm sorry for the pain i caused you, for never using the endless chances you gave me, correctly. pathetic as it may sound, i don't think i want to or i can't fall in love the same way ever again. you're always going to be my only love. i tried moving on but at the end of every day it's always you in my head and my heart. i won't lie, that feeling is killing me. i'm exhausted of losing my mind for something thats now just wishful thinking. yet, i know id still welcome you back. id go through this cycle for years if it meant it was all for you. i just wish i could get one more night back in your room watching tv and cuddling next to you and then id turn around and kiss you one last time.
