I miss you so much. and I know how I have no right to say this but just know that I do. but know that I did this for you. It sucks that I know no matter what you do or how you treat me I can't stop caring about you. I just wish we were okay, I wish you didn't hate me, or maybe I wish that I could hate you. but I can't, I just want the pain to go away.
I do love you, you know.