You were the worst and best part of every single day of my life. You were the only one telling me you loved me and it hurt so bad to know that it could possibly all be fake. And I let you back. Its the worst part. I am so desperate for someone to love me that I will sit here and let the person that hurt me the most come back, knowing theyll hurt me again. I just don't understand. You said so much about needing me, yet you had no hesitation to do all those hurtful things to me time and time again.