i don't know if i love you, but we're here so. i never know where i stand with you. one minute it seems like we are getting married and the next you just want to stay friends. i just wish both of us could communicate what we want. i care so much about you and want you to be mine and mine only. and hey if you are seeing this and don't know if it applies to you, the pinterest board, space girl and songs to slow dance to. i really dont care if you wanna stay platonic, i just want to always be with you, i enjoy your company sm and love talking to you, but i feel like that is just pain.