you were my second love. the person i loved after the first one and the one who made me forget that my first love was even my first. i don’t think i’ll ever be fully able to heal from everything that happened with us. even though we’re still best friends now, i ask myself everyday why i’m still friends with you. after all the hurt, betrayal, tears, etc. i’d rather have you in my life as a friend than nothing at all. i still have hope for us sometimes but i know overall that it’s not gonna happen. i’ll always have a place for you in my heart. i will never forget how much i wanted it to be you so bad. much love