Unsent Messages

i really thought you were the one. we even planned our future together. but at the end you didn’t love me as much as i loved you, you didn’t miss me as much as i missed you, i was 99 percent of the relationship, and you were only 1. at the end of the day i stayed up thinking if you still loved me. you fell out of fall a long time ago but still stayed with me but had your eyes on another girl. i always wanted closure to make sure we were okay, you would always say yes, and say how much you love me and miss me, but now looking at it, it was just a lie. when i got the closure i wanted that was the moment where i found out everything you said was a lie. none of it was true. and now you have me broken not believing in what anyone tells me anymore. i don’t even believe in promises anymore, not even from my friends, or my family. i cant trust no boy anymore. you left me at my lowest but you didn’t know that. and you left me with no hope. i always thought that if i was meant to be you would come back. and you did come back. but you js hurt me even more. but we both hurt eachother in ways we can’t explain. i’ve always wanted to wish you the best but now all i wish you is worse after all you put me through. i’ve never thought my “first love” would end up like this.